Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Everything kind of just hit me. I just realized that there is only 1 month til prom and I still have a bunch to do, including buying a prom ticket. I have to do a scholarship essay within a day, along with many other essays for school. I don't think I can do this anymore. I want to give up. Can someone put me out of my misery...pleeeeasssse? I had a nice realxing spring break...that was a mistake. I should of stayed home and done homework. Well, no nevermind, thats just dumb; but I did royaly screw myself over. yay to me.

Monday, March 21, 2005

I can never seem to speak the words I want to speak.

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Amazing

Everyone has that one song. The one song that you can completely relate with and that opens your eyes. This song has done that for me. One day, a while back, I was kind of depressed and I decided to listen to some Aerosmith. Now I have listened to this song for years, but I guess it just never "clicked" before. My only reaction was "wow".

Amazing
I kept the right ones out
And let the wrong ones in
Had an angel of mercy to see me through all my sins
There were times in my life
When I was goin' insane
Tryin' to walk through
The pain
When I lost my grip
And I hit the floor
Yeah,I thought I could leave but couldn't get out the door
I was so sick and tired
Of livin' a lie I was wishin that
I Would die
It's Amazing With the blink of an eye you finally see the light
It's Amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's Amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight
That one last shot's a Permanent Vacation
And how high can you fly with broken wings?
Life's a journey not a destination
And I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings
You have to learn to crawl
Before you learn to walk
But I just couldn't listen to all that righteous talk,
oh yeah I was out on the street,
Just tryin' to survive
Scratchin' to stay
Alive

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Once I was numb, now I... feel.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

First in a while

Yes, yes I know, I haven't posted in a while but...meh.
I've been pretty bummed out lately. I do not really know why. I have nothing to be upset about, I mean, I basically love my life. There's just...something. Everyone's been pretty busy lately, except for me of course. I'm still kinda bummed so I'm going to stop typing... nnnow.