What does she have against me? What have I done do make her despise me so much? Being alive I guess. Today was not a particulary good day. I went to school, felt like shit so I came home during my spare block. When my mom came home the phone rang and it was an aunt that, lets just say, does not like me. She started telling my mom all these complete and utter lies about me. Since I was young, she never approved of me. It was always "Jenn's a bad influence" and "It's Jenn's fault". I do not understand how she could think or say stuff like this. I mean I was the most innocent and quiet child out of all of my cousins. I kept to myslef mostly at family events or I would socialize with the older kids. I guess she thinks I am too self-invovled. If you have a grudge against me, fine, I don't really care. It's when you start saying bullshit behind my back and telling lies to my family just so that they will look down on me, thats going to far. She was saying stuff like how I am never in school, how she sees me at night walking home hammered, and how I have no respect for anyone. It's her who has no respect. She has to talk about people and make their lives shit just so that she can feel good about her left. In my opion, that's pretty damn sad. I don't care what she thinks about me, I could care less. I just hate it how she lies. Now my parents don't trust me even more now and I'm even more of a disappointment. I got through to them that all the stories are just stories, but something has changed. I am sick so I'm going to go sleep. Bye.